sigh…
I cannot seem to let go of what I’ve done no matter how much I try to make peace with it.
I cannot undo. I cannot erase. I cannot even pretend.
I wish myself the luxury to pretend I was okay with my own actions. Yet I can’t.
Perhaps that is my penance. A lifetime of regret, pain, and loss.
Perhaps my lesson for this life is to never, never take for granted the trust of someone you love. Of someone who loves you.
Otherwise you lose that love.
Regret, regret my silent friend. My constant companion.
Now I know. Too late.
So cliche… and yet so true.
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